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Saturday, October 24, 2009

gemBIra kAh???

hye deAr to My bl0G...
sKrng ak aGak hePy la cz bNy bnda y mnyeRabut kPla aK mKn bKraNg la...=)

al hamdulilah...


but still da ag prob y beLom ak settle.. bnda y pLng merunGsiNg kn ak...arhhhhhhhhh...
bila la iaNya nak selesai....
i love frendSHip wiF him onLy not more ThAn tht or gosiP2 y xtenTu haLa...huhu

1thNg 4 suRe i waNt to seTtle tHis on this sem ...or not will be getiNg worSt...huhuh =(


haii...seJak mslah brkuRNg ny ak mKn bNy maKAn la ek...why ek???
kdNg2 sbLm g clas Mkn..then tgh ary pon mkn...bLik class lau lapAr mKn ag n mlm2 pon mkn...
arGggggggggg.... tidak...lama2 bDan ku maKIn gemUk n geMuk.... ooooo....
i caNt let tHis haPpen...i waNN to maiNtain tHat...
no22...


someone toLd me tHt if we didNt had prob n we hePy wiF all we did...
we gettIng healTh..huk2
Mybe my weiGht arouND 50Kg above...i gueess...
ohhh...no.... melepAsi my trget of my weight..

be4 this so maNy prob...ia btol2 meyeraButkn kpLa ak....
fkir mCM na nak selesaiKan Nya.. so maNy2...
eVen kdng2 spoIl my mood to eat..huhuh=(
when i hanGout wiF my fren/my couSin/my faMily that can maKe me 4get all prob tht menyeraButkn kpLa ku...



***thIs new pic... pipi Ku makIn mengemBang....***


how i waNt to settle this yea..????
mybe perLu krNgkn maKan, exercise,...=)
foKus on my woRk so tht i diDnt thNk bout food...hak22....
ley Jln ker.... but someone peNah toLd me tht...
if pa2 y kta nk sma da senang O ssH... anTra kta nk usaHa ker x.. tue jer...
so if i waNt to maIntan baCk to norMal, i must control my diEt..huhuhu
i mUst do thAt...=P


Tuesday, October 20, 2009

wHt haPPen t0 me???

White Horse by Tayl0r SwiFt

Say you're sorry
That face of an angel comes out
Just when you need it to
As I pace back and forth all this time
'Cause
I honestly believed in you
Holdin' on,
The days drag on
Stupid girl
I should've known, I should've known

That I'm not a princess
This ain't a fairytale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood,
This is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now its too late for you and your White Horse,
To come around.

Maybe I was naïve,
Got lost in your eyes
I never really had a chance.
My mistake I didnt know to be in love
you had to fight to have the upper hand.
I had so many dreams about you and me
Happy endings;
Now I know

I'm not a princess
This ain't a fairytale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood,
This is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down.
Now its too late for you and your White Horse,
To come around.

And there you are on your knees
Begging for forgiveness,
Begging for me
Just like I always wanted,
But I'm so sorry

Cause Im not your princess
This aint a fairytale
Im gonna find someone, Some day
Who might actually treat me well.
This is a big world,
That was a small town
There in my rearview mirror,
Disappearing now.
And it's too late for you and your White Horse,
Now its too late for you and your White Horse
To catch me now.

Oh whoa whoa whoa-oh
Try and catch me now
Whoa-Oh
It's too late
To catch me now.


ak sKa suma laGu taYl0r swiFT...=) but laGu ny seDih gak la... dYa xsnGka ruPa2Nya Bf dya tue dah da some0ne else... seDih giLa... but ak sKa rangKap ny...
Im gonna find someone, Some day
Who might actually treat me well.
yea... tRy to fiNd s0me0ne or stIlL hoping to s0me0ne...huhu
dun noe la...mybe find some0ne else who tht care bout me n accpt me as i'm....

skRng ny bny msalh y membelengu ak... sal gosiP2 liar...huhuhu...tension ak dibuat Nya..
nper la diaowg ny xley tGk hePy wlUpun tuk seketIka....??? tIme ak couPle pon diaowg gosiP2 ak...tmBh ak dah siNgle skrng...lG la mcm2 owg kTa kt ak...
tension22222222...
i neeD s0me0ne t0 taLk.. adVice me... buT who???
i cant tel my prob to pe0pLe..huhuh.. whT i can do are wriTe to my bl0g....huhu=(
xtertahan la ak rsa..ary2 kna kta mcm2.. ak juz agP dya tUe as mber.. n ak dah p0n gtaw dya sal ny...fren forever wiF him..
nPa perLu dibesaR2kn ag sal Ny..???

saLah ker ak nk berkawaN dGn sapa2 ???
ak rSa sLah saTu sbb ak clash pon mybe sbb Ny.. dya xtahan dgr cta mcm2 sal gosip tue...

Lau ak pon anGin gak r...mula2 ley la wt xtaw taPi lma2 sKt tlNga...huhu
sedIh la perpisahn ny...but pa2 pon life musT go on..
ak GmbRa dGn hdP ku skrNg or myBe wif some0ne..=)

kaLau lma2 leH giLa ak diBuatNya...ak sYG sUma kwn2 ak... but...????
npa la ak sLalu jMpa dgn laky2 y mcm ny..??? biLa dLu bek ja dGn ak, biLa dah lMa2 xpeduLikan aK... i need s0me0ne wH0 undersTnd me, make me hepY n be wif me...
i'm i complicated..??? ak bnci bila diri ak xdpeduliKan...sgt2 bnci... ak jz nk nk ckit jer perhatian... ssh ker...=(
but i will not take this serius..i'm independnt guRlz... i caN be alOne... i musT stRonG throuGh this proB... ak xKn biaRkn dri ak nmPk leMah ag...

i haVe my beSt frEn, my faMily n my couSin tht support me... i l0ve Them...
but i loVe my new me... alwaYs in posiTive...=P alwaYs haPy...
but if i had prob i will not tel aNy0ne excpT my sis n my couSin...

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

bc0me a nEw pers0n...

dLm buLan ny la ak bz cKit la...
dGn assiGnemt2, rep0rt2 n fiNal proJek dataBase....=(
N baKal menJeLma fiNal proJek y laIN sPrt pHp, graphc n eTc...
peNAt la...
tmBh laK ak wt keJa paRT tIme d kFc autociTy...

xtahu la Nper seM ny bnY dT dperLukan...
meNgapa..??? pLUs my famiLy pOn da msLah keWanGan...
sBlm ny OK jer la...xdk msLAh pon...
sKrng Ny pon kDng2 waT hal Gak...Tgk la BIla dpt dt l0aN t ak Nk g serVice snDri mto tue la.. xNak la suSahKn aBah ak NK kuarKn dt..
da la ritue ak x cdNt taPi xtRuk la jz leBam2 cKiit2 jer la n mT0 ak r truk la...
pas ak jaTuh tue mt0 ak sUsah nk stArt n smLm Ia Jdi lmBt picK uP bIla ak Bw sLow...
tIme tu nk beLok kn mSti la sL0w kn...
5/10/09 lePas la... iF mTo ak 2 lMbt cKit nk dPt bLik piCk up sPEdd mmG aK kNa dah la..huhu... mYbe ak Koma or aK tiADa ag di dUnia ny... cz tIme ak Nk cr0ss tUe da Bas..
tiMe tue ak onThe waY nk g cLass paGi...
Nsb la bas tue lMBt Lau x, waAllah hu'aLAm la

mgKn aLLAh stIll menyayaNGi ak tUk bUAt kebaikN smTra nYaWa sTill da...
nY laPtop aK poN ak Bli dT snDri..huhuh..nSb da Gak sIMpaNan n PlUs maMa ak tMbh cKIt la...Dpt la Ak lapt0p ACER ASPIRE 4732z...=)
Ny la Bnda y ak sYg gIla...xdk pc or laPtop xTaw La pa Ag y ak waT...
KaLau pc aK xrosaK mybe xbeLi la lapTop ny.. pc ak osak cz motherBoaRd kna litar pInTAs xpon shoRt... ak INgt poWer suPPlay oSak tapi laIN y r0sak....
sKrng kt Umah ak da 2 pC n 1laptop...hehehehe...

lapTop ny c0mfOm r ak Gna s0wNg2 la n0 k0Ngsi2 la.. .KaLaU naK gUna sIla guNa pc yer.... keJam Nya ak...hehhehe..=)
sBB aK keJa cz mmG faMIlY ak da MasaLah skRng maSalah kegaWatan ek0n0Mi...
ak Rsa keHendaK ak leBih dr kePerlUan ak.. aK xnak la kaLau brNg2 periBadi p0n nk mTk kt aBah ak..huhuh so beTTer ak keJa so dGn dT tue aK Ley beLi la bRng2 aK...n suPPort cKIt kt aDK ak tuK brng periBadi gak...

xTahu la nPa tHn Ny Mcm xbeSt jer..Rya leY than la...=) taPi dT Rya cKIt jer..hehehe.. seLgi xkeJa n xKawin ley dpt duIt Rya...ngee3...
so thIs sem my tarGet to gET CGPA 3.0 abOve r...
be4 Rya My coUsin n i had d0 s0me LisT thT we waNt t0 dO be4 maRRied or be4 bec0me 25yeArs.. iNsyaLLah kalU uMur pnJang...
Like g0 h0liday wIf fRen, bout sTdy geT CGPA 3.0 aFter fiNIsh my sTdy...TheN iF i had cHance i wNt t0 furTher sTdy t00 deGree...aMIn...=)
iF noT i wiLL w0Rk 4 a wHile...
There weRe maNY thNg to do nOw iF i waNt mY taRget aRchieve....
i h0Pe i wiLL maKe my drEam c0Me tRue....=)